hollywood farm girl

I've partied with the farmers, I've partied with the famous. I think the farmers are more fun. I'm trying to braid my Hollywood reality with my real life reality, with my childhood reality, which was thisclose to a Romanian Orphan's childhood, with some Mommy Dearest thrown in for good measure. * these are my words, my thoughts: tammy lynn etheridge. not melissa's, not joe's, not sally's. and i own the copyrights of the photos on this site.

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Name: Tammy, midwestern girl/Mom
Location: where the emaciated folk dwell, California for now, United States

I am a poet, a wife, a mother, a baker, a philosopher, a lesbian.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

dime after dime

it all falls in line now
turned on a dime, how?
doesn't matter anyway
overnight
overall
in hushed tones
my own home's hall
where there was once
a fire
lie sopped ashes
and rusted wire
cutting and scratching
no need for hatching
any new ideas
this one needs cleaned up first

we used to give credit
but these days cash is
all we accept
where there once burned bright
there's long been no light,
don't tell me twice-
i ain't that nice

been here before
chasing the boar
round and round
the same steaming pile of stench
each angle
i am able to find another title
another label
another distraction
another excuse
time and again

it all falls in line now
turned on a dime, how?
doesn't matter anyway
been standing in line all day
waiting to just
pick a number.